mols: I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and saw them crying in their bed at night or singing in the shower or humming quietly to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street. And even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think, after...
I’m really awesome at turning off my emotions. I don’t know if it’s because of all the shit I went through as a kid, or because of my bipolar disorder. I just know that 99% of the time, I flip this switch in my mind so I don’t miss Ryan so much. And just when I start to worry that I might feel too distant, I read his letters, or messages on skype, or look at pictures, or...
anastasiaeatscities: “I’m hugging the fence and rubbing your legs and letting reminiscent thoughts of us cut up the tension. Girl you always act so nonchalant when you say our hearts are wrong, and then you whisper to me not to stop. You sauntered up the stairs and girl I swear that I forgot to breathe.”
It’s weird. I can still feel the hum of the clutch vibrating underneath my foot.